Dec 19, 2010 14:44
Title: Collections of Self
Genre: Loneliness, Stardom
Characters: SNSD Jessica, SHINee Onew
Summary: Just collection of drabbles that I had no idea where it came from. Stardom.
She laughs and claps her hands for a few times as if she finds it funny - in reality she thinks it's the most absurd joke she has ever heard. But she has to laugh and pretend because that's how it works in the Idol world and variety shows. You have to be interested in everything in order to get noticed, be famous and have thousands of fans. Quite the contrast to her image actually; she gains more anti-fans and gets negative criticisms in whatever she does. Whatever. That's how people are.
They look at you, take note of the image you have and judge you in every possible way as if they know you. Once this day is over, she will be back in the dorm being her usual self -her true self- and it will like she's back home with her parents and her little sister.
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He stands in the stage with a mic in hand, looks at the audience and forces a smile. He doesn't really see the faces of the people for the lights has blinded his sight. He sings, dances, entertains people with his condition, and that's all it takes to be famous.
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You don't know me. I'm not a princess. I'm not cold. I'm not Jessica of SNSD. I'm Jung Soo-Yeun. And you will never find out who I am.
snsd jessica,
stardom,
shinee onew