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i realize that i am so happy right now. quite very happy, and so contented that i cannot even describe it right now. . .i havent been able to describe many things at all these days. love rocks. . .
anyhoo
my relationship that i have with Amanda is incredible. it feels so natural, so intense, so real, everything you could feel about the most incredible relationship you have ever had or thought about. i am constantly amazed at her ability to see though me, to read me like a book. . .its like she can read my mind. and, i can read her, too. we have this incredible connection, and i never ever EVER want to lose it, have it break, or lose any small part of this incredible relationship. i am still amazed that i can even talk to her w/o falling over in happy shock and amazement and awe of beauty. in my other relationships (i know, i know. . .never relate your current relationship to past ones. . .*sigh* oh well), i have been nervous and hard-pressed to say hello. in those relationships, i felt stifled and not able to be myself. . .but with Amanda, i am free. there is a freedom in her personality, both a trait that she has and a trait that she brings to me, that i love and adore. she is openminded and easy to talk to, she is incredibly beautiful, and i have not found anyone quite like her anywhere else in the world. Amanda, i love you.
anyhoo
my relationship that i have with Amanda is incredible. it feels so natural, so intense, so real, everything you could feel about the most incredible relationship you have ever had or thought about. i am constantly amazed at her ability to see though me, to read me like a book. . .its like she can read my mind. and, i can read her, too. we have this incredible connection, and i never ever EVER want to lose it, have it break, or lose any small part of this incredible relationship. i am still amazed that i can even talk to her w/o falling over in happy shock and amazement and awe of beauty. in my other relationships (i know, i know. . .never relate your current relationship to past ones. . .*sigh* oh well), i have been nervous and hard-pressed to say hello. in those relationships, i felt stifled and not able to be myself. . .but with Amanda, i am free. there is a freedom in her personality, both a trait that she has and a trait that she brings to me, that i love and adore. she is openminded and easy to talk to, she is incredibly beautiful, and i have not found anyone quite like her anywhere else in the world. Amanda, i love you.