May 02, 2005 16:23
well, ive been called sappy, ive been called emotional, ive been called lovesick, ive been called it all. . .and i always agree. i am. i am every one of those things, and very definetly many more. and the best part is, im proud of that. last night, i had amanda over and we had an incredible evening. we were so focused upon each other that it seemed like we could talk without speaking, and that level of communication is incredible. i have never had a chance to look into this phenomenon marvelous product of love, but i am looking forward ot it. but, anyways, during the course of the night, time seemed to slow down. . .the movie didnt matter, the place didnt matter (at least it didnt matter as much), the time of night didnt matter, nothing mattered, except for each other. we connected with each other on some level that is unheard of, and that i have rarely seen in adults, much less us teenagers. this morning, i felt a tiny bit worried that this may change things, because i have never had a realationship last after this point had been reached. . .but when i saw her in the halls, and heard her voice, i knew everything would be okay. she is so incredible. thats all there is to say bout her, incredible. incredible. . .