phew
Frickin' done with shipwars stuff ON TIME! Yes! And I got my dizzy ass up all of yesterday to clean the whole house and go rescue Sister across the street 'cause apparently I'm a two-year-old whisperer and the youngest is much better when I'm there to distract her. Sister knows I can talk, but she doesn't make me, which is good; we sit next to each other and text. Arianna (the two-year-old "terror" but I think she's just misunderstood) doesn't care if I talk, she just likes tickles and the fact that I don't mind fixing it again when she messes up her doll's hair.
Mom's off all next week 'cause spring break. We're going to bond, I can tell. She's very, I don't know, soft, I guess, around me now 'cause I was so sick there for a while. I think her mom fucked her up when she was little, 'cause she was the fat middle child. It's kind of disgusting how much more Grandma loves and dotes on Uncle Dan and Aunt Sierra than Mom. I find myself outraged on her behalf and don't really care now that she didn't hug me when I was younger. I have started hugging her more. She is weirded out but smiles a lot now. It's kinda pathetic how I'm only just now realizing how selfish it was that I blamed her so much for my weirdness but never did anything to try to make it better between us.
5-DAY HOSPITAL STAY: N THOUSAND DOLLARS
WAY TOO MANY PUDDING CUPS: $20
SELF-DISCOVERY: PRICELESS
Mom's off all next week 'cause spring break. We're going to bond, I can tell. She's very, I don't know, soft, I guess, around me now 'cause I was so sick there for a while. I think her mom fucked her up when she was little, 'cause she was the fat middle child. It's kind of disgusting how much more Grandma loves and dotes on Uncle Dan and Aunt Sierra than Mom. I find myself outraged on her behalf and don't really care now that she didn't hug me when I was younger. I have started hugging her more. She is weirded out but smiles a lot now. It's kinda pathetic how I'm only just now realizing how selfish it was that I blamed her so much for my weirdness but never did anything to try to make it better between us.
5-DAY HOSPITAL STAY: N THOUSAND DOLLARS
WAY TOO MANY PUDDING CUPS: $20
SELF-DISCOVERY: PRICELESS