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There is soo much food in our apartment. It sucks because the overwhelming amounts of fruits and vegetables are going to go bad, a lot already have. Instant gratification foods that have a good amount of perservatives in them are in competition with the fresh produce, the latter is losing. I feel so bad when I have to throw out food, I also blame myself when I let food like sweet potatoes go bad, knowing how excited I was when I bought them with the prospect of cooking and everything.
The weather is so nice and I'd love to go do something but at the moment I can't think of anything to do or who to do it with...sucks. I can always do cleaning and I already did a little of that but thats still wasting the good weather. I feel a little burnt out from all my days off. Its satudray but feels like sunday to me. I have that same guilt that I would normaly have on a sunday where I feel like the weekend is over and I am extemely guilty for not having any work done. I think in a good 5min I will put on some makeup and take a walk into town. I wish there was some motivation to consume, but I don't want to buy any food for the already obvious reasons, and I don't really need anything new. This is also good, I'll consume fresh air. Also I'm too sore from the past two days to do another run on the trail today. BUT it is very tempting. I'll see.
The weather is so nice and I'd love to go do something but at the moment I can't think of anything to do or who to do it with...sucks. I can always do cleaning and I already did a little of that but thats still wasting the good weather. I feel a little burnt out from all my days off. Its satudray but feels like sunday to me. I have that same guilt that I would normaly have on a sunday where I feel like the weekend is over and I am extemely guilty for not having any work done. I think in a good 5min I will put on some makeup and take a walk into town. I wish there was some motivation to consume, but I don't want to buy any food for the already obvious reasons, and I don't really need anything new. This is also good, I'll consume fresh air. Also I'm too sore from the past two days to do another run on the trail today. BUT it is very tempting. I'll see.