Oct 15, 2006 03:28
today i had 1/2 a tortilla and a small oatmeal cookie. carbs carbs carbs. yesterday i had 1/4 bowl of oatmeal and some junior mints. my sweet tooth is wrecking me. i am so so cold i cant stop shaking. and i feel really weak so i didnt go out tonight. but i dont mind that much; there wasnt really anything exciting going on tonight anyway. i should be happy about my fairly good restrictions but im not because im still too big. i know obviously it will take time but im so impacient today. but today was good i talked on the phone with my friend tyler and my sister until 1 then i took a shower, cooked for my parents (this is where i ended up eating some tortilla) and worked on my sketchbook, (i am so lazy :[), i cleaned the house, then i went to spanish club where i left before the food came out but not before the cookies came out & this girl offered me one so i took the smallest one, weak! so now here i am.