i think your hump back is sexy
okay i guess it's been a few years maybe like 8 or 9. for the past year or so i have been completely infatuated with a man names jon. and for once i feel like i can say this and not feel so bad. yeah fuckin' a, jon i think your hump back is sexy. i have had so many ups and downs in the past year, my heart is really starting to hurt. #1 stef. period for a reason.periodperiod...next or #2 charlie. wow charlie, you hurt that heart of mine. you did. But. But you jon, i don't know why but some how you got my attention. i knew from the second i saw you it wasn't ever going to be serious. i knew NOT to like you. and i didn't. really i didn't. i remember the first time you came to the trailer trying to take my job and i knew i would never like you. and then i did. i did. i really liked you. i liked you too much. you were too real. you were WAY to much like me. me being a 19 year old girl and you being a 25orsomhthing yr old boy. too close, way too close. so i thought. really though, all along, even if you could be everything i ever wanted/needed it wouldn;t matter. you HAVE a girlfan. and i guess you kinda love her. for who she is. which i'm so so sure is a really great, amazing, beautiful woman....but it;s not me. and boy you have no idea how i could be. it;s like when you think you could have everything. i could blow your fucking mind. and i know. I KNOW you. i know what you like.