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so I've been feeling weird these past few days...I guess scared. Maybe not scared...but maybe sorta. I don't know. The kid from two entries ago is coming up this weekend but I'm kinda weary. I met him online (don't laugh) and I guess I'm apprehensive because he is charismatic and fun and all those good things that girls like and Brian was - but I'm afraid it's going to lead (if anywhere) to the same demise...being charismatic too much when I'm not around type stuff...but he says he doesn't lie...well doesn't everyone!...and he talks to girls online...obviously...I don't know, but I think I might like the kid...and that scares me. But at the same time he hasn't given me any reason to doubt him, and it's annoying because I have this engraved mistrust now and I don't know how to get rid of it. I guess time will tell...
~*Ali*~
~*Ali*~