Jan 12, 2004 10:52
Too bad its over. just got some great news though. Boss is maddddd relaxed in terms of in/out policy and working from home, so you know that means come spring time a brother will be working from "home" at least one day a week. Today its posed to be 56 degrees Im thinking that it might be necessary to use on of my well earned half days to get a few holes in. This might be one of the last good days to play.
So what did the weekend bring? Discussions with one cali broad B that moved here about how we couldnt be together. Initially she was all mad, talking about how I didnt even wanna try and make things work. When I told her I didnt have the energy or desire to try she realized that frankly neither did she. And since I am all of 5'8 and she is on the closer side of 6'0 and has a hankering for dudes 6'4 and over (and really i cant blame her) then there would always be an under current of talldudeitis on both our parts. I would like it to be known that she did express a desire to keep on getting her gut punched from the inside until either of us finds someone we want to be with. Point being, I puts it down! Or maybe i was just convenient penii. Ima go with the former. I puts it down! Eerily I declined her request for no committment no frills no expectations sexing. Strange. Maturing, prolly not, I just like being in control. One more thing, she told me "she wished she never met me" Anyone that quotes from the Book of bad boy, Thomas 3:48 is not someone I could see myself being with long term. 'Twas fun but not much more than that. Se lah.
Now cali broad A was back on the 'lets get married' express but not really. I dont understand. The passion betwixt us is undeniable but the manifestation of that passion vacilates between adoration/awe and fear and loathing. She is my hunter s thompson love (speedy recovery hunter). I cant have that insanity in my life, but I cannot live without it either. just an ugly situation. And i cant and dont want to just be without it, and even through her statements to the contrary neither does she. whats the old negro saying "your actions are so loud I cant hear what you saying". So on saturday night at like 2 am my time I am talking to cali broad B after just hanging up with cali broad A. Cali broad A calls back like 25 minutes later, presumably to see if I am ok (we got off the phone cause I was feeling upchuckish), and I am on the phone with broad B having the post mortem/do you really not wanna be with me convo. Broad A wont let me call her back so i hang up on her. She calls back, curses me out, tells me never to call again. I will honor this request, she will call me back and we will be friends again. I have seen this before, not a huge deal.
Then theres this. Me and Ex gal/new coworker went out on sunday. Cats was the event. nice version but nothing near as good as the Broadway joint they play on CBS. still good though. Atlanta is soo sooo wack. Fox theater wasnt anywhere NEAR capacity. Maybe I am wack for this being my first time seeing this musical and all the other people there with me where either a) just as wack or b) repeat viewers who love the play that much or c) family members of the cast/crew. At any rate, the jellica/o? cats where pretty good. Also I think that I will make a concerted effort to see more plays this year. My fair lady is playing at the alliance and dance theater of harlem is coming to town (not a play but you know culture just the same) and Oklahoma will be at the fox too. I hope they have a good version of the producers to come here. Maybe for my birthday I will go up to NY and catch some plays...nahhhh it will be arizona and a golfing orgy for the weekend of feb2/superbowl weekend. Speaking of. Ex gal/new coworker said that if I wanted to go somewhere for my birthday she would fund it but not go. Would I be wrong to take her up on that, and then fly to the bay area under the auspices of playing some good west coast golf? But really just playing ONE hole?
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