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Got into work today. Coupla things happened. Goofy white broad who is a contract employee says "you must really be brilliant, cause you got in here without having a MBA" little does she know I got in here officially sans BS (long story, involves semester school credits not transferring to quarter school, me getting a degree and then a week and a half later a letter saying, yeah we messed up you need 2 more classes). Basically every new hire here either has an MBA a JD or some other grad school degree to throw behind their name. And here i am mister GED making decisions for the entire direct mail marketing dept. I just thought of something, wouldnt it be funny,sad,foul if they had one of those keystroke detection devices on here and read all i posted? This proves my point that schooling is overrated and people put way to much stock into pieces of paper. I mean there are millions of, to paraphrase one of my favorite quotes, Educated Derelicts.
Lets move on. Second thing that happened. Came in, saw ex. she didnt have on brown pants but umm whatever she is doing is WORKING. This is the first time I have ever had the experience of seeing an ex after a long time, since august maybe september, and she looked DAMN GOOD. I mean i heard fables n shit but never experienced it. Its not good times friends. What makes it worse is that, shallow me partially dropped her cause she was getting kinda pudgy and I can fugg with that. When I stopped talking to her she was prolly wearing like a 12-14...now..oh now she a solid 8 or 10. And the shape that initially attracted is back. This is not a good thing. but then again, the engagement was called off so I am freed up again. She called this weekend to ask me on a date, i declined. Im thinking that was wise. But i am not sure if i can be so strong for much longer. Thing is, whenever i think about some rekindling shit and speak to her I remember why we broke up and what will end up happening is that I will put up with her long enough for us to make some sweet love a coupla times, more to sate my jonesing for some poon then to affirm any relations betwixt us, and then I will pull away with a heartfelt "this isnt right, I know I dont wanna be with you and for us to continue to do this is just giving you false hope" Its simple I will just not go down that road and focus on work and golf.
with that said, na nu na nu
Lets move on. Second thing that happened. Came in, saw ex. she didnt have on brown pants but umm whatever she is doing is WORKING. This is the first time I have ever had the experience of seeing an ex after a long time, since august maybe september, and she looked DAMN GOOD. I mean i heard fables n shit but never experienced it. Its not good times friends. What makes it worse is that, shallow me partially dropped her cause she was getting kinda pudgy and I can fugg with that. When I stopped talking to her she was prolly wearing like a 12-14...now..oh now she a solid 8 or 10. And the shape that initially attracted is back. This is not a good thing. but then again, the engagement was called off so I am freed up again. She called this weekend to ask me on a date, i declined. Im thinking that was wise. But i am not sure if i can be so strong for much longer. Thing is, whenever i think about some rekindling shit and speak to her I remember why we broke up and what will end up happening is that I will put up with her long enough for us to make some sweet love a coupla times, more to sate my jonesing for some poon then to affirm any relations betwixt us, and then I will pull away with a heartfelt "this isnt right, I know I dont wanna be with you and for us to continue to do this is just giving you false hope" Its simple I will just not go down that road and focus on work and golf.
with that said, na nu na nu