too long to fight

[eelster]

being here, i feel like all i know is myself. yet, i am totally aware of the fact that i know nothing about myself. so, it puts me in an inevitable bermuda-triangle-esc-place. my day is planned to a T; get up, clothes laid out, brush teeth, dress, class, breakfast, run, shower, library, dinner, read, sleep. and in all of this, i am entirely by

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[eelster]

how did you just give that shockingly insightful piece of advice like that?

[eelster]

because i now read :)

[eelster]

i wish we could talk somewhere other than here.

[eelster]

we'll never be able to talk anywhere but here again. i'm sorry.

[eelster]

too bad. well, how you been doin?

[eelster]

lost, as usual.
but, i have decided that's normal.
how have you been doing?

[eelster]

i havent been too lost lately. i'm just stuck in this spot trying to save up some $ to finish school, get out of here, and move on wit my life.

[eelster]

lucky you.

[eelster]

yea, i guess. i don't know if i'm too scared or just being lazy. i'm the most un-motivated person i know. it's pretty terrible. are you still going to school to be a writer?

[eelster]

graphic design

[eelster]

are you any good