dont second guess;

[eelster]

its september and i am standing in a cloud, shouting for you to stop looking up at me from the ground- i am gone, you are gone, this is over. and i moved away to run away from the feeling that you will not think of me, you will not miss me- i moved away to forget the fact that i hurt you, to forget the times we laid in my bed without saying a word, completely content, still, settled. i moved away to know what it means to love someone fully, to love myself fully, to know where i stand other than with my hand floating in a thick mist surrounding me.

you were right from the start.