This was from aug 12
Wow. Fucking bitch. Whenever Sara gets yelled at she finds a way to drag me into it and get me in trouble. What she was getting yelled at for had NOTHING to do with me at all. I don’t even fucking talk to her anymore. And right when I step in the door, my dad goes, “YOU BETTER NOT BE DOING ANYTHING FOOLISH AGAIN. LIKE SNEAKING AROUND AND HANGING OUT WITH GLORIA AND SHIT LIKE THAT. SARA JUST GAVE ME SOLID PROOF!” What the hell? And then he says, “Look at me in the face and tell me you haven’t been doing anything foolish.” So I looked into his face, even though I had to swallow back the stomach acid rising in my throat, and said, “I haven’t been doing anything foolish, Father.” WHAM. I fucking hate him. I tell him what he wants to hear and then I get the shit kicked out of me for it. The way I see it, I haven’t been doing anything foolish at all. He’s more retarded than Amelia Bedilia. I love how he doesn’t even have the power to make me cry anymore. I just keep thinking, yeah I’m outta here as soon as April 3 rolls around.
Last night was great. Me and Sterling split a gram of coke. Yuurrrmy. And then he had to go drop someone off at his house so I was alone in his room for like twenty minutes and I snooped around. I went on his computer and looked at his history and stuff, and these are some of the websites that I found, just to give you an idea: www.anal-love.com, www.fuckeduptheass.com etc. etc. It was craaazy. I looked through his history for the past week and those websites were just over and over again. I’m going out with a porn addict. And not only a porn addict but an anal loving porn addict! Ahhh!!! So when he got home he was cleaning his bathroom and I went like, “Sterrrrling…honey, come here for a minute.” And then I showed him the websites and he’s like how’d you find those? Haha…I guess I’m much too big of a computer nerd for him…cuz I told him I looked in his history and he’s like What’s that? Haha.. how cute. So I went and looked at them to see exactly how weird he was, and they weren’t that bad. Guy on guy sort of stuff, just what I had expected. So we sat there looking at gay porn for like 3 hours. Hahahaha. Then we watched Be Cool and he took me home. I think I love this guy. :)
Last night was great. Me and Sterling split a gram of coke. Yuurrrmy. And then he had to go drop someone off at his house so I was alone in his room for like twenty minutes and I snooped around. I went on his computer and looked at his history and stuff, and these are some of the websites that I found, just to give you an idea: www.anal-love.com, www.fuckeduptheass.com etc. etc. It was craaazy. I looked through his history for the past week and those websites were just over and over again. I’m going out with a porn addict. And not only a porn addict but an anal loving porn addict! Ahhh!!! So when he got home he was cleaning his bathroom and I went like, “Sterrrrling…honey, come here for a minute.” And then I showed him the websites and he’s like how’d you find those? Haha…I guess I’m much too big of a computer nerd for him…cuz I told him I looked in his history and he’s like What’s that? Haha.. how cute. So I went and looked at them to see exactly how weird he was, and they weren’t that bad. Guy on guy sort of stuff, just what I had expected. So we sat there looking at gay porn for like 3 hours. Hahahaha. Then we watched Be Cool and he took me home. I think I love this guy. :)