because we're just so bored.
Well, I've been home two weekends in a row. One planned, one completely unexpected. I have about two weeks left of school, one of which is only like two days long, aka finals. I only have bio, chem and math. My three hardest classes. My grades are awful. So, I'm not going to be in a good mood when I find out how bad I failed. I've decided to change my major from forensics to criminal justice, so that way I don't have math or science. Yeah, I can't do what I thought would be fun. It's not fun ha.
Christmas is coming up and I only have about twenty six dollars to my name, which will get me a whole lot of nothing. So when I get home on the eighteenth I have to find a seasonal job. I guess I'll go to like Kohls or some shit like that. This Christmas is going to be very different for me. For some reason that I can't really explain. Scott and Murph only get a week off, so that's going to suck not seeing them two everyday. Everyone else will be home though. The way things are looking I think I am spending New Years in Ac with everybody, which will be weird because I usually spend it at Janines house. But different year, might as well be a different venue. I can't even believe it's going to be 2007, that's fucking crazy. So much shit went on this year that i'm so thankful for and some that i'd like to forget, but damn it's been a hell of a year.
I'm looking foward to break in so many ways but I'm not looking foward to the fact that at the end of the month I have to pack up all my shit again and come back to long island. Honestly, when I say i've never been more upset to go anywhere in my life, i mean it about this school. Yesterday I cried my eyes out while I was standing there waiting for the train, plus I got in a huge fight with my brother. But, besides that, I have no idea what I was thinking when I said I wanted to get away from Jersey. Thats my shit, my home. I'm am going to try unbelievably hard to make it through this year and get my shit together and transfer around home next year. Plus, my fellas will be done school so they will be there too. And janine. I should have went to Immaculata, they offered me a lot of money and it was ten minutes away from Murph and Scott. I guess I'm going to learn from this stupid ass decision haha. I mean I have changed and realized a bunch of stupid shit that I used to do, but I'm generally still the same person, just a little more laid back and grateful.
And so much more appreciative of good music. I love music. The cheerleader thinks i'm a "freak" because i listen to good music. That hurts my heart.
I don't know, I just need to be home.
Christmas is coming up and I only have about twenty six dollars to my name, which will get me a whole lot of nothing. So when I get home on the eighteenth I have to find a seasonal job. I guess I'll go to like Kohls or some shit like that. This Christmas is going to be very different for me. For some reason that I can't really explain. Scott and Murph only get a week off, so that's going to suck not seeing them two everyday. Everyone else will be home though. The way things are looking I think I am spending New Years in Ac with everybody, which will be weird because I usually spend it at Janines house. But different year, might as well be a different venue. I can't even believe it's going to be 2007, that's fucking crazy. So much shit went on this year that i'm so thankful for and some that i'd like to forget, but damn it's been a hell of a year.
I'm looking foward to break in so many ways but I'm not looking foward to the fact that at the end of the month I have to pack up all my shit again and come back to long island. Honestly, when I say i've never been more upset to go anywhere in my life, i mean it about this school. Yesterday I cried my eyes out while I was standing there waiting for the train, plus I got in a huge fight with my brother. But, besides that, I have no idea what I was thinking when I said I wanted to get away from Jersey. Thats my shit, my home. I'm am going to try unbelievably hard to make it through this year and get my shit together and transfer around home next year. Plus, my fellas will be done school so they will be there too. And janine. I should have went to Immaculata, they offered me a lot of money and it was ten minutes away from Murph and Scott. I guess I'm going to learn from this stupid ass decision haha. I mean I have changed and realized a bunch of stupid shit that I used to do, but I'm generally still the same person, just a little more laid back and grateful.
And so much more appreciative of good music. I love music. The cheerleader thinks i'm a "freak" because i listen to good music. That hurts my heart.
I don't know, I just need to be home.