Life is changing....
Haven't posted in awhile. Been busy preparing my life for a baby. My syomach gets bigger every week. It feels good becasue it means that my daughter is growign as she is supposed to. We bought a new car....and it is a minivan....I guess we rally are parents now. We now have all this stuff to do to prepare the house for the baby, painting and buying baby furniture.
My next challange is to emotionally tackle the prospect of labor and delivery.....I can not comprehend that a baby will come out of my crouch. It's terrifying...but I am going to have a labor coach to help me....I need it.
But, things have been busy. And, Mark and I are preparing our relationship for this big change as well. Lots of internal adjustments that need to take place.
I feel that this is all so big, much bigger than me or anything I have ever done before and I need to just let go and trust that my body knows what it needs to do and that This baby knows how to be born.....It's alll so unknown.....
My next challange is to emotionally tackle the prospect of labor and delivery.....I can not comprehend that a baby will come out of my crouch. It's terrifying...but I am going to have a labor coach to help me....I need it.
But, things have been busy. And, Mark and I are preparing our relationship for this big change as well. Lots of internal adjustments that need to take place.
I feel that this is all so big, much bigger than me or anything I have ever done before and I need to just let go and trust that my body knows what it needs to do and that This baby knows how to be born.....It's alll so unknown.....