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Sometimes life seems alot more vivid if you just stop and look at whats all around you and be quiet.
Ya know, who reads this? Who cares? Who am I wriing too? To be honest I cant say I want everyone to knwo whats goign on in my head? How does writing in this thing bring me closer to life or fulfillment. Even more, who does it help? It helps me articulate my thoughts but what good does that do anyone? I dont even put a full 10th of the things that go through my mind in here.
I guess the answer is that it hurts that no one ever realizes they havent talked to me in a while and inquires about me. If I write my thoughts down in here I can just say its because they dont have to if they were to be curious. Now the question is should I change that? Should I make it so people will now have to ask me whats going on in my life? I can certainly tell you what the result of me doing that would be. People still wont ask beacuse my life is generally pretty uneventfull and even if I had any terribly interesting thoughts I garuntee i wouldnt be able to properly articulate them. But again, who does that help anyway? It certainly doesnt feed the poor. I highly doubt my political oriented entries contribute in anyway to world peace and happiness. The logical conclusion is that this livejournal is an indulgence of self pity. Furthermore this very entry is an undulgence of self pit simply because of the fact that I dont jsut stop writing and delete the link in my profile and then let whoever cares ask why I did it.(No one would anyway)
I hereby declare and end to this livejournal. This is my last entry forever. Unfortunatly it probably will not ever be read by anyone. I am well aware of the tendency to look at a long journal entries and ignore them for a more concise and interesting one. And no one has as much free time as I have had for the last few months.
Goodbye
Ya know, who reads this? Who cares? Who am I wriing too? To be honest I cant say I want everyone to knwo whats goign on in my head? How does writing in this thing bring me closer to life or fulfillment. Even more, who does it help? It helps me articulate my thoughts but what good does that do anyone? I dont even put a full 10th of the things that go through my mind in here.
I guess the answer is that it hurts that no one ever realizes they havent talked to me in a while and inquires about me. If I write my thoughts down in here I can just say its because they dont have to if they were to be curious. Now the question is should I change that? Should I make it so people will now have to ask me whats going on in my life? I can certainly tell you what the result of me doing that would be. People still wont ask beacuse my life is generally pretty uneventfull and even if I had any terribly interesting thoughts I garuntee i wouldnt be able to properly articulate them. But again, who does that help anyway? It certainly doesnt feed the poor. I highly doubt my political oriented entries contribute in anyway to world peace and happiness. The logical conclusion is that this livejournal is an indulgence of self pity. Furthermore this very entry is an undulgence of self pit simply because of the fact that I dont jsut stop writing and delete the link in my profile and then let whoever cares ask why I did it.(No one would anyway)
I hereby declare and end to this livejournal. This is my last entry forever. Unfortunatly it probably will not ever be read by anyone. I am well aware of the tendency to look at a long journal entries and ignore them for a more concise and interesting one. And no one has as much free time as I have had for the last few months.
Goodbye