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Last night I had a dream that somebody dropped a fake fish in my fish tank, then another fish came out of this fish tank and killed one of the regular fish and it started making the water foul. So I got another fish tank and filled it with salt water and put the old fish in it to spare them. 10 minutes later I left the room and when I came back my
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I don't whether it's been a lack of sleep and interruption of sleep cycles or just stress but my dreams have been extremely vivid and real lately...leaving me with weird feelings throughout the day...especially when they come true. And think it's funny how pointless and stupid dreams sound when you tell them back to someone, but how so laden with emotion the dream is when you just wake up from it.
The other night I had a dream that you came over for dinner and made a mess eating dinner all over my mom's nice tablecloth and I was pissed. I was pissed for the rest of the day, too (not at you, I was just in a bad mood).
its funny
i wrote something a while ago and saved it on my computer. maybe you read this already
"There's a feeling, and it's hard to describe, but it exists only in dreams.
That somehow, finally, you've experienced and tasted some unspeakable beauty -and when you wake, it's gone, and this yearning void is left in its place.
-I wonder what dreams are, and how they have the power to affect our emotions in ways that can't be effected in our waking lives.
Last night I dreamed I was with friends, and we were just watching fireworks. That's all it was. There was no weirdness, no scary plot twist, no abrupt change in what was happening, just me and my friends, watching fireworks.
And then I woke up, and I was instantly sad again. I longed to be back there again. I thought of actually watching fireworks with my friends, and realized that was stupid, I didn't want to be sitting with my dumbo friends watching dumbo fireworks. I wanted whatever was in the dream, some intangible concept, something I can't describe.
Maybe that something is a taste of eternity.
This is significant to me, because for a while now, whenever I've tried to get my mind around the idea of eternity, bad things happen. I'll be laying face up on my bed in the middle of the night, staring at the ceiling, and will start to wonder about eternity. I'll try to imagine my self actually there, experiencing it, enjoying it, but those thoughts will quickly come crashing down as the weight of the unfathomable idea of eternity starts to sink in. The ceiling starts coming down on me, and the night gets darker. I think, "There is no condemnation in Christ...," and it helps, but I'm still uneasy about the terror i just experienced. My idea of eternity needs changed. My concept of eternity with God is something I need to explore and define. Maybe a dream is part of the key to the new way I need to think of this..."
so ja, this was a super duper pooper long comment
ps what did you mean by chris witheres eat your heart out? i didnt get it...
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