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So I talked to Allen today. He is in New Orleans for some Young Dems thing. It was good to talk to him. He gave me a lot of good advice.
--I really kinda get it now. We are both really scared. And thats why nothing is happening.--
He was shocked that I was afraid of rejection. I know its kinda crazy. He knows the real me. The real me that isnt afraid of the world. That will jump into anything without looking over the edge first.... The real me. And lately I have been acting different. Maybe I am just growing up... I dont know. But I barely talk to anyone from like a couple years ago. So no one really knows the old me. So I hide behind that and I guess am trying to be someone different. Its not that I dont like who I used to be... Its just that change is nice.
I hung out with Jeff today. The same Jeff that was madly in love with me in High School. Well he still is. Its very obvious. When I walked in and said hello... he looked up and his whole face lit up. It was sweet. But as you might know I am not a very direct person. So if he never says anything....well I may not either.
I feel like I am in a sitcom sometimes. Or maybe its just that I wish I was. Everything works out for the main character....
My toes hurt...
--I really kinda get it now. We are both really scared. And thats why nothing is happening.--
He was shocked that I was afraid of rejection. I know its kinda crazy. He knows the real me. The real me that isnt afraid of the world. That will jump into anything without looking over the edge first.... The real me. And lately I have been acting different. Maybe I am just growing up... I dont know. But I barely talk to anyone from like a couple years ago. So no one really knows the old me. So I hide behind that and I guess am trying to be someone different. Its not that I dont like who I used to be... Its just that change is nice.
I hung out with Jeff today. The same Jeff that was madly in love with me in High School. Well he still is. Its very obvious. When I walked in and said hello... he looked up and his whole face lit up. It was sweet. But as you might know I am not a very direct person. So if he never says anything....well I may not either.
I feel like I am in a sitcom sometimes. Or maybe its just that I wish I was. Everything works out for the main character....
My toes hurt...