Feb 01, 2006 02:24
As of about a week ago, i'm single again. It's been pretty amiable, and we're still friends. But, it's a weird change. More friend time, less hugs, etc, etc. I'm all in all not sure how i feel about it. It wasn't a terrible surprise thematically - writing on the wall and all that - but, at the same time, i wasn't thinking it was going to happen right then, so it has sort of been upheaval-y.
I have a rant in me wherein i conclude that i should never ever keep "i just want to help her" as a central goal of a relationship, ever again. It's in there, this rant, but i don't really feel like writing it down right now; also fairly sure that i'd overstate something in a way so as to annoy people i don't mean to annoy, by saying things i don't mean to say. Anywho.
Also, Mariah is here visiting me. Which is pretty lovely. I missed the girl, i really did.
Thanks for visiting, M.