confession

Jan 06, 2005 20:48

I am a livejournal voyeur. I haven't always been, because previously I have (occasionally) provided others with updates from my end as well. However, this is no longer the case, and though I check lj with alarming frequency, all I do is read others' updates, often people I don't know and who don't know I'm there. I feel kind of bad about it. Sometimes. I like reading gender-themed (?) community pages too. I learn stuff.

I may not be able to start school again next fall after all. I'm sick of just working, though. (sick of bitching, too.) I want to get a degree and (somehow) find a rewarding, challenging job that helps the world, at least a tiny tiny bit. Is that overambitious? Sometimes I think about my coworkers, 95% of whom have BAs, and many higher degrees, and are still working barista jobs, and I lose hope.

I think I've developed tendonitis. (and a bitching problem.) I need to get on that. And stop typing.

xox
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