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I [miss] you...not enough to| want |you back
Just ~enough~ for it to h u r t
I know I love you, you think you care
Then why the hell are you never there??
If you don’t take the chance…
You’ll never know what could have happened
if i added up all the times you made me feel special
and multiplied it by 1000, it wouldnt even come
close to all the times you made me feel like dirt
Walking away from you isn’t the hard part
Its knowing that you wont run after me that hurts
The saddest thing is to see me still in love with you
After all the hell you put me through
I'm scared of not being with you...
i know i cant have you...but i still miss you
iT`S S0O HARD -- to say i love you and not draw back in tears. iT`S S0O HARD -- to know that you`re not there to hlep me face my fears. iT`S S0O HARD -- to know the phones at reach but i can’t hear your voice. iT`S S0O HARD -- to see you laughing when i`m crying deep inside. iT`S S0O HARD -- to just find feelings and now have to make them hide. iT`S S0O HARD -- to live without you when i need you more then air. i want to scream how much i love you but i must hold back and not be heard. iT`S S0O HARD -- to go to sleep at night when i can`t dream of you. iT`S S0O HARD -- to think that you might fall in love with someone new. iT`S S0O HARD -- not to start crying when i hear your favorite song. iT`S S0O HARD -- to sit and wonder where did i go wrong? i will never really love another person. i`d rather be alone for the rest of my life..
If I meant the world to you
Then why did you let me go?