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beccas birtday is on august 15th and ill be back here before then so on her birthday i have this crazy idea how im going to meet her at the greenday concert in ohio that shes going to and i'll have that pair of pants from hot topic that she ways dying to get. and then im going to try to be romanticness which im not good at, and im going to tell her one last time that i would give anything to be back with her, and she will either say yes or no. im hoping she says yes, and if she says, no, at least i tried, and i will forget about the whole thing. but if i cant get to the greenday concert, ill just go to her house before she goes to ohio. but it would be better if it was at the concert. before i met heaven and becca here i was such a wreck and i had nothing to hold onto except the hope that i would go back to ny. but no i realized that my home is here with her. i would choose her over anyone else on the planet without even having to think about it.