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[eek070]

hey all. im at heaven's house right now.yah... okay if u dont want to listen to me whine and complain right now then dont read further. ya, its supposed to get better just being away from her and everything, but its not. every morning that i get up since it happened , everything gets worse. i walked around aimlessly aroung my neighborhood this

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[___workinretail]

I don't know what to say. So I'll say I love you. And I'll always love you. I'll always listen, and I will always tell you that you could do better. At least you had a chance to be with the person you really care about. I can't even let my close friends know that I like Jesse because it could tear apart one of the strongest friendships I've ever had. Fuck this sucks. And at the same time, I don't want to tell him, because things are so perfect between us. We can't be apart, and he holds my hand and he says he loves me. I don't know, because then I'm also afraid of letting go. Last time I opened up my heart, it got crushed. And I lie, its not fully healed. It still hurts.

So you can talk to me. Whenever, and how long you need too. I understand so much. And how hard it hurts. Okay, me getting ready to cry, so Maya is going to stop.

I love you my Tubby Whore. Who is mine. Because I claim you. Oh yeah. And uh, I SAID GOOD DAY. Lmao, just had to add that in. Maybe it'll make you smile. I love you like a lot a lot like a lot a lot. Okay, I'm done. It's weird, I rememeber everything we talked about last night, and I was like high on drugs. Asprin. OH! You having too much fun in your dads car. And I can't believe he came out. Wow. I love you. Mwah. <3 <3333

[eek070]

I SAID GOOD DAY! lol. thanks. i love you more more more tho! im feeling a bit better. im done chasing her. if she doesnt want to be with me then fine. but i will always be here for her, if she will let me. she broke my heart and she will always have that piece of it. and my mixed CD, my linkin park CD's and my 2 favorite wrist bands, my spike bracelet, my spike necklass that vinny got me for my birthday, my rubber spike bracelet that i stole from a convenience store. god dammit! lol. i love u. thanks soo much for being there for me. u truly are my best friend.

[___workinretail]

I SAID GOOD DAY! I love you more more more more more more more, like woah. I'm glad you're finally getting over it. And the shock is gone. Haha. And I love you too. And you don't need to thank me, I'll always be there for you because you're my best friend. You're my BFFL. Oh score, getting all 5th grade on your ass. -high five-