I'm A Toddler With A Complex Toy
"Whaddya got?"
I tell ya what I don't got...money!
And I don't got a full stomach, hence the "mood."
Anyway, my days are becoming less and less productive. I do my math homework, or at least try to do all of it before I become too bored and the rest of the day is devoted to my thoughts. I'm not all together happy. I'm lonely, I don't have a job because no one's gonna hire someone to work for just 1 month, I have $64.55 to my name and that is going towards my cell phone bill for this month and for 1 more tank of gas, and my neck still hurts from the 4th of July party at the lake. I do feel like I'm growing spiritually and that's a good thing. I meet with the guys in the singles' class from church at Luke's Sports Bar on Mondays for wings and whatever sport happens to be on the big screen that night. It's also a chance for me to get to know the guys since I am now a part of the class. The fellowship with those guys is awesome. And at RUF we are studying Proverbs, well, at least hitting the key ideas in Proverbs. There would be no way of getting to every chapter in Proverbs and having an exegetical study of the book in the length of a Summer. The book is rife with teaching and practicality.
On that note, I leave you with this thought:
Richard bent to kiss an averted face but his son, sinewy, turned and with wet cheeks embraced him and gave him a kiss, on the lips, passionate as a woman's. In his father's ear he moaned one word, the crucial, intelligent word: "Why?"
Why. It was a whistle of wind in a crack, a knife thrust, a window thrown open on emptiness. The white face was gone, the darkness was featureless. Richard had forgotten why.
-Later Dayz
I tell ya what I don't got...money!
And I don't got a full stomach, hence the "mood."
Anyway, my days are becoming less and less productive. I do my math homework, or at least try to do all of it before I become too bored and the rest of the day is devoted to my thoughts. I'm not all together happy. I'm lonely, I don't have a job because no one's gonna hire someone to work for just 1 month, I have $64.55 to my name and that is going towards my cell phone bill for this month and for 1 more tank of gas, and my neck still hurts from the 4th of July party at the lake. I do feel like I'm growing spiritually and that's a good thing. I meet with the guys in the singles' class from church at Luke's Sports Bar on Mondays for wings and whatever sport happens to be on the big screen that night. It's also a chance for me to get to know the guys since I am now a part of the class. The fellowship with those guys is awesome. And at RUF we are studying Proverbs, well, at least hitting the key ideas in Proverbs. There would be no way of getting to every chapter in Proverbs and having an exegetical study of the book in the length of a Summer. The book is rife with teaching and practicality.
On that note, I leave you with this thought:
Richard bent to kiss an averted face but his son, sinewy, turned and with wet cheeks embraced him and gave him a kiss, on the lips, passionate as a woman's. In his father's ear he moaned one word, the crucial, intelligent word: "Why?"
Why. It was a whistle of wind in a crack, a knife thrust, a window thrown open on emptiness. The white face was gone, the darkness was featureless. Richard had forgotten why.
-Later Dayz