Monotone rainbow
In this world full of opposites, you are the most wonderful contrast I have ever experienced.
This year is just reaching its climax but I have experienced so many things: resigning from my job of three years, entering a completely new industry, meeting various types of people, losing someone close to my heart. In between these essential times were ups and downs.
Recently, I keep on hearing things I never want to hear. I just laugh at it and act like nothing happened. But in truth, it's punching holes within.
Days before, that something within bursted.
All my heavy feelings overflowed. It cannot be contained anymore.
But what did I see after?
That look in JUMP's BANGER NIGHT PERFORMANCE in Music Station.
That Tik Tok clip.
And this that I always look at whenever I feel down:
Honestly, I can't find the words to express how much your mere presence is to me. Even though we've only seen each other for a short time, that was more than enough for me to keep on striving so hard just like what you did in order to play as Kaoru for Sakamichi no Apollon.
I still hope and pray that we get to talk to each other outside work. I feel that I'll learn so much from you because of your broad perspective in life.
Anyways, all I want to say is happy 25th birthday! Enjoy this very special day!
I love you, always and forever.