reflections of my mind.. just the kinda day to leave myself behind

May 13, 2003 00:55

Everyone is sick, cept me...
Going on 7 months of bad weather...
Those damn anoying popup "hey Maggie.. silence"
But I did paint my nails!
And i changed my hair!
Lets just go for a long drive to think. Rather walk.. rather take a motercycle and not take the threw way, rather take a horse.
You speak of the fairytale of love "its possible"
Alteristic place in the world.. yup agree
Water water water... shadow shadow shadow
I dont understand how one gets up and has everything under control.. I guess it really is possible for some, it seems that way
yeeeeeeeeeee i like to cleeean my hampsters cage.. ok now its time to call me a loser.
Why dont you just take me to that place, no other would i feel safe with.
Who needs confidence when we are all the same?
Happy happy joy joy.
Caaaarl is wonderful!
Jack scared the hell out of me.
Wooop there it is..
count down 54321
wow.. it was kinda crazy because for some reason i have this problem usually of being by myself... cant sleep right.. cant think right... ghosts iunno what it is... but for some reason when i walked out the house when it was still dark but just just getting light.. it was peaceful.. yet weird because the only movement and life that was out was the birds and i walked completely normal to my car.. got liz's smokes... walked back in and it was ok.. i dont understand....
Dont really care for school, but ill stick it out just cause... If something came up i would leave.. but then i wouldnt want to do that to them so ill stick it out.
Tennis anyone?
Ahhh you freak me out when you are gone cuz you pay to much attention to me.. go away!
Eat in chicken.. u mean kitchen... thats what i said asshole hehehehe it funny how one repeats... its like a machine or something. Sometimes it just happens.. ever be by youself and for some reason speak out a repeat. hehe it funny.. people are crazy they just dont know it.
Ya know i think everyone is crazy.. but you convince yourself your not by doing the everyday tasks.. If one belives that are sane then they are? tasks i said.. gotta do this and that today.. yeah that.. keeps you grownded.. once you let it go its hard to come back.. but you do eventually...that is why when you are around one who knows whats going on or makes the reality.. you feel comfertable... I uno I think im just as normal as the next guy but maybe it is just what i grew up to believe.. but i fit in fine.. hehe i unno to complicated.
"how come we talk to the ones we love?""you see them everyday and just dont notice how much they mean to you.. scared to think of loosing them" "everyone has the little nicknacks in there life.. most the time just dont talk about it, and forget" "do care what is going on in ther elives.. every little aspect""so you let him just take advantage of you like that?" "Well i love only him.. and i will do everything in my power to keep him, i might die tomarrow, i just want to know i tried my best" "well hes not worth it if he treats you like that""What time is it? That time.... mmmk.""haha my mom said he was a stupid bastard too"" I think he put layers of clothes on" He dont care" "i do, im your best friend"
Ahh lets just look at the little delicate parts of life like butterflys.
Rather be seen as a giver not a taker.
Argh geahhh I broke my glasses .. those were comfertable too.
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