weird ass shit
i am very confused. i dont want to hurt her, and i dont want to hurt her, and at this point, i have no idea what to do.. someone needs to tell me, i need to talk to alex, we havent talked in a while. he always has some insight that i never see until he breaks it down in his simple/complex intro/extroverted sense of all...
but other things seem to be coming together exactly how they should. we all have girlfriends now, i think, carlton? who shalt you seeith? but the songs are getting better and better everytime, everyone is really positive. its all working. last week our practices were pretty duddish, but sunday was probly the best one weve had... ever. good shit.
its friday. the only thing that makes me forget about all these problems is practicing, but even then, something(someone) is missing... i hope this doesnt go on much longer. i know were gonna be perfect in the end but right now is tough, and its causing all kinds of problems with in me and her and the rest of the circle. wes is being very understanding about the whole situation and has gained alot of respect in my eyes...
im glad to hear about zaynab, i know that alex has something to do with the good news, cuz its alex and he brightens everyones life. laughter and happiness are the best medicines, no matter what the man will tell you.
im getting fired, but ive got three serious jobs lined up, one of which i can do whenever im not at the other one.
i cant believe this is how its all happening, its absolutely fucking insane... the future is so close, i almost cant fathom... i cant fucking wait to start playing shows, cuz once we play our first show, i dont care how nervous we are, we will blow the shit outta the fucking water and there will be no looking back, !!!!!!!!!!!!! no words to express this feeling, were in a rock n roll band.!!! yes ( i hope i dont come off as arrogant or cocky or whatever) fuck that, were fucking good:)
i hope that leah doesnt try to change brad lee, cuz this summer there was a point that i was very worried, but i think hes seeing things clearly now, well talk later.
ive got lots of friends in san jose
later party people
o yeah... R&R is the devil
but other things seem to be coming together exactly how they should. we all have girlfriends now, i think, carlton? who shalt you seeith? but the songs are getting better and better everytime, everyone is really positive. its all working. last week our practices were pretty duddish, but sunday was probly the best one weve had... ever. good shit.
its friday. the only thing that makes me forget about all these problems is practicing, but even then, something(someone) is missing... i hope this doesnt go on much longer. i know were gonna be perfect in the end but right now is tough, and its causing all kinds of problems with in me and her and the rest of the circle. wes is being very understanding about the whole situation and has gained alot of respect in my eyes...
im glad to hear about zaynab, i know that alex has something to do with the good news, cuz its alex and he brightens everyones life. laughter and happiness are the best medicines, no matter what the man will tell you.
im getting fired, but ive got three serious jobs lined up, one of which i can do whenever im not at the other one.
i cant believe this is how its all happening, its absolutely fucking insane... the future is so close, i almost cant fathom... i cant fucking wait to start playing shows, cuz once we play our first show, i dont care how nervous we are, we will blow the shit outta the fucking water and there will be no looking back, !!!!!!!!!!!!! no words to express this feeling, were in a rock n roll band.!!! yes ( i hope i dont come off as arrogant or cocky or whatever) fuck that, were fucking good:)
i hope that leah doesnt try to change brad lee, cuz this summer there was a point that i was very worried, but i think hes seeing things clearly now, well talk later.
ive got lots of friends in san jose
later party people
o yeah... R&R is the devil