Home and Bored
I got to work out today at the gym. tomorrow is supposed to be my day to start my pilates! so i hope it goes well. i really wanna have a flat stomache! well flatter! i know im a dork and it shouldnt matter how i look but im a girl...so its inevitable. haha. but other than workin out at the gym i havent done much else today. i am at home cuz we r celebrating my sisters bday so i have to wait for dinner. i am doing laundry but eh...its lame!
I still cant get the curlies out of my head. well more specifically Tall Curly! and i have the strangest dreams with them too. like my latest one is about me meeting up with them in a target and then Tall Curly being like obsessed with how i answerd a few questions and that i wasnt infatuated with them. haha. and the other ones in LA at AX were wierd too. i just hate that i have to hide this facsination cuz i know ill be ridiculed about it. im just glad that i can talk about it here and to JuJu! She understands and doesnt judge me and it helps that she likes them too. haha. im a nerd. ok enough about that
im stressing cuz of school. next week i have 2 exams!!! i have one in sociology and the other in art history. im more concerned about the one from art history cuz she didnt give us our study guide till last thursday and now our test is on tuesday. and i work all this weekend and i have no time to study. im just scared i might fail. cuz i cant fail. my rents will kill me! and i was doing so much better about my grades too. well wish me luck. ill need it.
I still havent heard from the Slut yet. and i dont really wanna. Im annoying at her still.
and Iruka and i are a lil better. but idk. i just get confused sometimes with how he feels. i just want him to tell me whats going on so i wont have to guess. he says he doesnt know and i understand that but after awhile wouldnt u think that he would go back to normal? well ill have to sit and wait it out. cuz i love him and i plan on spending the rest of my life with him so this is just a lil bump in the road till we get there. ill deal. hopefully...
well i guess thats all for now...i know its a lot...but whatev...not like many ppl read this. shout out to ffej!
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