september first nineteen eighty two. twenty years later . . .

Sep 01, 2002 04:36

tonight was amazing,

i must say, i feel a lot better about life since my last post. why? why the sudden change of heart.

it's my birthday today, and it takes anniversarys such as this to make you analyze yourself and how you got there. make you reflect on your life, your mistakes, your regrets, your accolades and accomplishments. you take an outline, spray paint over it, and then take it away, and what's left on the paper is what really matters.

what really matters to me, the only thing that matters to me, the only thing that keeps my world turning, are the three awesome guys that i live with.

for over a year now we've been here and the chemisty has only gotten stronger. it's really hard to make this post without sounding gay, but fuck it. i love those guys.

i am in the biggest slump in my life, but when i'm in a room with my friends and we're laughing our asses off and telling old stories of yesteryear i feel like a million bucks.

all the choices i've made, all the changes i've gone through, all the struggle and heartache, every door that closed and every window that opened. whatever it took to get to this stage in my life i'm glad it happened, because i love where i am: in an apartment with friends i wouldn't trade the world for.

tonight was an amazing night
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