the deep veins that nerves close.
My big toe on my left foot is swollen. Painfully so. After sword class today, it was throbbing. It felt as if it were going to burst. I almost wanted it to. I could picture it, almost, blood and viscera, perhaps a puss or a mucus, the nail seperating from skin.
The first play of second semester opens tonight, Breath, Boom for anyone who cares. So, even though I don't necessarily want to play dress up and be social, etiquette and departmental support require me to do so. Who knows? I might even wear a tie......
I want to get to know you better. I do. I don't know how that is to happen. You don't read this anyway. You wouldn't know where to look. That's comforting somehow.
My sister is joining the army. She was also assaulted by her ex-boyfriend. If he or his friend Josh (who did nothing to stop it) is reading, expect a visit from me very soon. Fuckers.