an old man at 22.

[edwardestlin]

I was told today that no one harbours as much anger and evil toward the world as I do.

So, I guess I'm a curmudgeon. A misanthrope. An angry skinny boy.

I wish sometimes that I were an old man, retiring after many years of a job well done. Having lived a good life, raised a semblance of a family, and can just sit and drink and look back on a life well lived.

I also wish I didn't have this fucking cold. Dear god.