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If you could change one moment in your past, what would it be?
The things I know how to change I wouldn't want to. The things I want to change are impossible to change because I don't know how to do it.
Maybe the best idea would be to go all the way back to the beginning and not hire her. I don't regret hiring her. I regret losing her. Perhaps changing the entire situation would prevent me from loving her, marrying her, ultimately losing her. But then I wouldn't have learned anything. That there are people out there who are so ... filled. Emotionally filled.
*sighs*
The things I wish to change, I can't. There is nothing for me to do. Nothing for me to change.
The things I know how to change I wouldn't want to. The things I want to change are impossible to change because I don't know how to do it.
Maybe the best idea would be to go all the way back to the beginning and not hire her. I don't regret hiring her. I regret losing her. Perhaps changing the entire situation would prevent me from loving her, marrying her, ultimately losing her. But then I wouldn't have learned anything. That there are people out there who are so ... filled. Emotionally filled.
*sighs*
The things I wish to change, I can't. There is nothing for me to do. Nothing for me to change.