X&Y
Trying hard to speak and
Fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction, it's all part of the plan
When something is broken and you try to fix it
Trying to repair it any way you can
I dive in at the deep end, you become my best friend
I want to love you but I don't know if I can
I know something is broken and I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it any way I can
So there's a good chance I don't have issues with this other person at all, only with myself. And he's just been dragged into my twisted games of trying to understand myself better. I woke up this morning and thought it was all a big mistake and decided from now on I best avoid him. Unfair on him you would think but I made it clear nothing was happening between us and he said he was ok with that and he didn't feel like I led him on. So, I have no reason to feel guilty...right? I just regret it. Not for my sake but his.
You put me on a shelf. And kept me for your self. I can only blame myself. You can only blame me...