Wish I knew what you were looking for, might have known what you would find

Jun 17, 2005 12:50

Talk about mood swings. The last week has just been a series of highs and lows that I can't even keep up with. Monday began terribly because I was still bitch-fighting with my mum but I won a copy of The Departure's album so that made me happier. Then I got a call from Traffic and they gave me two free tickets to the Coldplay show I was already going to which actualy made me ecstatic so I called Jude and we were like 'wooooh' so she re-listed the tickets we had on Ebay and we knew we were going to make a profit so that meant we had drinking money. Then she called me in the evening and said she had won tickets to a free screening of Batman Begins tomorrow at the Imax, before it had even come out, so that was good too.

So we went to see Batman begins and that was really amazing and we had fun and such, then I went home and watched Sugar Rush and went to bed and couldn't sleep and had weird dreams. Then on Wednesday I had a maths exam in the monring and that was ok but then i went to check my email and I had one from traffic saying that actually they didn't have Coldplay tickets and so we couldn't go and me and Jude practically died on the spot, it was horrible. I know none of you like Coldplay but we do and it was in the evening of our last exam (physics extension, what a bitch) and so it was gonna be the most perfect night out ever and stuff. And it was ruined =( And luckily now we got some more tickets off Ebay, cheaper than they originally sold for at ticket offices. But still, free would have been better.

Yesterday I ran to school like a loon to get my application in to go to greece, because it was first come first serve and there were only 30 places out of about 90 people. I was seventh, which means I'm definitely going, yay. Then I had to do my chemistry exam and that was horrible. Then I went to apply for a job at The Disney Store because they said they had vacancies, but they didn't. Then when I got off the bus is started raining and my t-shirt went see through and there were old men about, yeah...thanks. Stupid weather saying it was going to be hot.

But yaaaaa know, today should be good. Well, this evening. It's just a shame my mum won't let me stay over because she is crazed. Last night in my dream I lived in the most beautiful house. I am quite saddened that it doesn't exist now. I don't know why I decided to tell you that, but I did so deal with it. Tonight my new friend Jamie is playing a gig somewhere in London. I was intending to bop along until I realised it was tonight, not next week. Still, I'd rather see Ray, Kay and Lana so yeah. Don't think I'm bothered or anything.

I discovered DAB station called Virgin Groove this week. I've been cray dancing to it all week. It's a mix of 'classic soul and club classics'. And like, motown and stuff. Good for booty shaking. And screaming R-E-S-P-E-C-T to at the top of your voice...#did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die? Oh no not I, I will surviveeee# Yeah. I know I should shut up but I'm having fun rambling so maybe I'll just keep going. I guess it's a way to avoid talking about what's really troubling me, not that you can tell through a computer screen that that's what I'm doing, haha. #Take a good look at my face, you see my smile is out of place, look a little bit closer and it's easy to trace, the tracks of my tears, I need youuuu....My smile is my make-up I wear sine my break-up with you# I love this radio station, you can just like...sing along to every song. #heaven, must be missing an angel, missing one angel child 'cause you're here with me right now#.
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