Oct 16, 2005 21:52
If you don't really want to know about my sex life, don't read on. It won't get too graphic though, promise.
My dad's away so his flat is empty this week so Aaron and I thought we would make good use of this. Oh I can't even really be bothered to explain all of this because I can't make you understand why it was so special anyway. basically we had sex and it was reaaaally painful at first but towards the end was completely fine. It was all a lot easier than I expected and I even got over having to be naked.
But really the best bit was after because I just felt so close to him. And then we got dressed and made dinner together and...I don't know. because we were in a flat, just the two of us we felt really adult and like we should just be together always. God that sounds lame but if I could share the feeling with you I would. Then we watched Zoolander and shared a tub of ice-cream. And he just says the most wonderul things. All the time. We both think it's love.
Today I had to run around like crazy trying to find a morning after pill. Everywhere that does it for free was closed 'cause it's Sunday so I ended up having to go to Lewisham hopsital. The lady who saw me though was so lovely and made me feel really relaxed. She also told me about my nearest clinic so i can go get sorted out properly and stuff. She was cool. Then I went to Aaron's house and wound him up by saying I fancied his brother. His mum was like "Oh, I don't think Leo's ready for an older woman yet" and I nearly died laughing. Then me and Aaron had sex again. Good stuff.