I can tell you for the money the simple life, honey, sure does look good.

[edukator]

I think Aaron is made of magic. Literally 2 minutes after I made yesterday's he had me sitting here laughing my head off and feeling genuinely more cheerful. He didn't even do anything in particular, just carried on being himself. Although tensions were still clear this morning when he said he was going to come to Editors on Monday to "protect me from over eager boys". He followed that with "Don't worry...I'll be fine watching Editors by myself and watching guys kiss you", so yeah. He said it in a jokey way but I know he's just trying to put a brave face on it. He's still really angry about it.

I tied my hair up in a high ponytail today and it made the pink bit look quite cool. Just means I can never wear my hair down from now on.

I think I expect a little too much. If I'm being completely honest, what I would really like is for Aaron to always love me and be there for me, yet not care if I chat up and kiss other boys. I am such a bitch it's unbelievable.

I got two new t-shirts today. Tha are quite plain but have small touches that make them quite unique and interesting. I like them alot. I still need to clean my cream converse after they got wrecked at Arctic Monkeys, sigh.

All the arguing, the tension and his possessive behaviour is really starting to wear me down.

Yes, this has been a jumbled entry. Welcome to my world.