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This week upcoming is just PACKED full of realization and awareness to change. Oh wait! My fingers are numb with unfamiliarity and unwelcome adjustment. I don't second-guess and I don't get cold feet but, goddamn. I'm moving from the place I've grown in six fucking days. So much for this security blanket that I'd consider calling home! That went out the fucking window two weeks ago.
EDIT! Sorry, but.. guilt weighs heavily, though it's not like you'd realize it. Or where I stand when I state that that is how I feel. I'll get over the fact that I question a lot of things. I'll get over most everything that I question. I guess.
EDIT! Sorry, but.. guilt weighs heavily, though it's not like you'd realize it. Or where I stand when I state that that is how I feel. I'll get over the fact that I question a lot of things. I'll get over most everything that I question. I guess.