Life.
Well I haven't updated in ages. I guess I have a lot to write about though. I'm still working for my dad doing upholstry but I did get a raise a couple weeks ago so I'm making $11/hr now which is nice. I always thought working full time would be something I just wouldn't be able to do but I pull down a steady 32 - 36 hrs a week right now and I'm loving it. I wish I had more money to show for all the work I do but I have a lot of bills. I pay $360 a month for my tether which comes off in 78 days. I pay $80 a month for probation which I will have all my probation paid off when my tether comes off so no more payments after Dec. 20th there. I also have about $600 in court fees that my parents requested I pay off seeing as they already put up $7,000 so far. Tomorrow is the big day for me. Sentencing for my OWI. I'm scared but my lawyer has come through thus far in saving my ass so I'm hoping he can pull it off with one more big feat. Other then money I have also been going to school, which fucking blows.
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Last summer was the worst summer of my life. I lost so many friendships (probably for the best) lost my first love, which I can happily say I am completly over, but will never forget. And I fell deep in debt. It has taken me months to even scratch the iceberg of my problems but now that I have started taking care of shit I can see it will just keep snowballing in a good way until everything is done with.
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Lately I have been neglecting a lot of my friendships and have been falling into the lifestyle I have been away from the last few months. I am disgusted with myself for doing this but it's hard to quit doing the things I'm doing. I can now fully understand addiction. I don't think I was ever addicted to the drugs I did, or do but the lifestyle associated with doing them. I have always found myself happiest surrounded by people enjoying themselves partying. And all the partying has landed me where I am now; alone, in debt, and depressed. Oh well I'm sure I will pull out of this slump soon but it's hard.
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Life's a bitch but I deal with it.
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Last summer was the worst summer of my life. I lost so many friendships (probably for the best) lost my first love, which I can happily say I am completly over, but will never forget. And I fell deep in debt. It has taken me months to even scratch the iceberg of my problems but now that I have started taking care of shit I can see it will just keep snowballing in a good way until everything is done with.
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Lately I have been neglecting a lot of my friendships and have been falling into the lifestyle I have been away from the last few months. I am disgusted with myself for doing this but it's hard to quit doing the things I'm doing. I can now fully understand addiction. I don't think I was ever addicted to the drugs I did, or do but the lifestyle associated with doing them. I have always found myself happiest surrounded by people enjoying themselves partying. And all the partying has landed me where I am now; alone, in debt, and depressed. Oh well I'm sure I will pull out of this slump soon but it's hard.
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Life's a bitch but I deal with it.