Puzzles bring relief.
For those of you who might have been wondering, I am still listening to Ely Guerra, but am okay, really. The one thing I didn't mention in my last post, which I feel bad for, as I imagine I've short-changed my chosen field, is how much I enjoy trying to figure out solutions to the problems in the world today. They are no less painful for presenting an intellectual puzzle, but this combined with the potential payoff of helping people's lives make the field I've chosen worth it. I do wish, though, I could fit both things, art and responsibility, into my life. I cannot however, or rather, I have not yet found a way to do so.