Jul 18, 2008 20:28
Well i've been dating Tony a couple days now
and I've told him about my bulimia,
and he told me he'll try to understand but he also told me that he wants me to gain weight.
And I'm actualy going to try to be healthy.
I'm underweight right now at 5.5 1/2 112 and i'm aiming at 118
which i think is all i can stand for now.
I'm a runner and i have a lot of muscle i'm only 10 percent body fat.
I want to keep muscle and not become fat or overweight but I want to be healthy
not just for him
but for me he's actually inspired me believe it or not.
I haven't purged today
and I ate 1100 calories
and I went for a 5 minute run which i do every day no matter what and did a small work out
but tomorrow 10 minute (2 miles) run and longer workout
i do a pattern.