This is my first post.
Before I had used this site for pro ana chatting.
I have been in an eating disorders clinic for months and have gained 22 pounds.
I am finally getting out and going back to school but I still need a lot of support.
I was 5'4" and 99 pounds.
I wanted to get to 60 pounds and was determined.
Now I am eating but I still have a lot of trouble with my thoughts and urges.
I want to fast and be the thinnest person in the world.
I am working very hard to get out of this frame of mind.
I do it for my family, friends, boyfriend, and finally myself.
But why have I gotten sick?
And is it genetic?
I am worried my sister will go through the same thing.I have ED-NOS, MDD and Aspergers.
I am an anorexic except for loss of menstration.