stupid stupid stupid me
SOOOO after all that venting. guess who i call?! yea.. him. and we had a lovely conversation.It was nice, no hardcore "i want you soo bad" more of the "im happy to hear from you" kind of conversation. but he wont answer my question.. does he still like me.. he just wont. so i have come to the conclusion that he doesn't. which is fine because.. i need a better person to be with anyways. He's too much for me and i can't handle having my emotions being tossed around like i don't have any emotions at all. im VERY emotional.Sometimes too emotional. and when it comes to guys... super emotional. so it's time to move on. and i need to get it through my head. we're just friends... *phew*... okay.. on another note. Sarah. you're going to that party thingy right? well tomorrow is the Mall trip. and i was wondering if you we're still going?! i hope sooo!!.. anywho. must be on my way. happy day. *friday the 13th* saweet. it's just.... ORGASMIC!! heehee later.