I. need. to. sleep.
Omg, this is seriously starting to suck. It’s 6:30am, and im still awake.., it’s like…im tired, but my thoughts are keeping me up. I’ve been sick for 2 days now and somewhere in there I feel like a had a brain shift, or something (maybe it’s the cold medicine) idk. But really all I want right now is to go to bed.., see if the rest of the world was on my schedule it wouldn’t matter. Why can’t that be? Better yet why can’t I sleep? I have this weird feeling that a crazy change of events is about to take place. It feels like it’s the dawn of a new era or something. Idk. I just have this prediction that shit is about to go down, I don’t know if its good shit or bad shit though. It’s just some form of..shit..or something..
I wish it was still summer so I could go to those free concerts. You know whats weird? To think of what was going on last year at this time.., I remember it was right around the time when me and Bryant were really high on anxiety meds like everyday. I didn’t really realize it then though. , I remember that party at ebz’s when bryant got pushed off the porch and he spent the night at my house, then the next day we went to that rave in toronto, that was like December 21st, so like a little less than a year ago. That’s like crazy to think about. I spent pretty much that whole winter getting stoned in bryants room and watching television. Looking back..it was pretty fun I guess. Now I just feel so lost, like everything is up in the air, and im just living day to day, trying to keep my self occupied until the weekend. Well.., whatever. Theres no use in dwelling upon things that we cant change right now. I know I could go out and “do something” with my life, but who’s to say im not doing anything. Maybe you guys are the ones that arent doing anything. Well tomorrow is off limits because im sure I’ll still be fighting my illness.., and then Friday im sure I’ll find something to do. I think I want to get peach schnapps this weekend, it seems like a more season appropriate drink. I really hope im better by the weekend. Hey, if not…it could be time to bring back the tussin’. if I had some people to do it with I’d totally be down (well…I say that now anyways)
I fucking hate the 'better trades' infomercial. Omg! But do you know what looks awesome?! The ninja.., it uses the ancient sward making techniques of the ninjas, so it really pulverizes your chicken into a nice fine powder. Or whatever. Udhdsjhffhhhhhhhhh..please please let me just fall asleep. I tried everything..but it’s hopeless.. HOPELESS. Oh well, I guess I’ll just watch a few more episodes of squidbillies. C ya.
I wish it was still summer so I could go to those free concerts. You know whats weird? To think of what was going on last year at this time.., I remember it was right around the time when me and Bryant were really high on anxiety meds like everyday. I didn’t really realize it then though. , I remember that party at ebz’s when bryant got pushed off the porch and he spent the night at my house, then the next day we went to that rave in toronto, that was like December 21st, so like a little less than a year ago. That’s like crazy to think about. I spent pretty much that whole winter getting stoned in bryants room and watching television. Looking back..it was pretty fun I guess. Now I just feel so lost, like everything is up in the air, and im just living day to day, trying to keep my self occupied until the weekend. Well.., whatever. Theres no use in dwelling upon things that we cant change right now. I know I could go out and “do something” with my life, but who’s to say im not doing anything. Maybe you guys are the ones that arent doing anything. Well tomorrow is off limits because im sure I’ll still be fighting my illness.., and then Friday im sure I’ll find something to do. I think I want to get peach schnapps this weekend, it seems like a more season appropriate drink. I really hope im better by the weekend. Hey, if not…it could be time to bring back the tussin’. if I had some people to do it with I’d totally be down (well…I say that now anyways)
I fucking hate the 'better trades' infomercial. Omg! But do you know what looks awesome?! The ninja.., it uses the ancient sward making techniques of the ninjas, so it really pulverizes your chicken into a nice fine powder. Or whatever. Udhdsjhffhhhhhhhhh..please please let me just fall asleep. I tried everything..but it’s hopeless.. HOPELESS. Oh well, I guess I’ll just watch a few more episodes of squidbillies. C ya.