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my body hates the computer.
well. yeah. last week i had this sort of breakdown as i woke up, where my body was finally reacting to a whole month of daily 15 hours in front of the screen. for some reason i hadn't been counting the time i spent at work as computer-time, and more and more i was having restless sleep, horrible headaches during the day, schizophrenic exhaustion and general unhappiness with my way of life. with university on strike, i'm left completely adrift concerning what the hell to do, because this void is so strange. it's not a vacation, and yet all this free time. working helps a bit with the time-consuming, but it's not enough. so, anyway, this is why i've been away for a bit, trying to nurse myself back into some sort of moderate healthiness. i'll see if i start exercizing as well, i've been gaining weight, goddamnfuckit.
well. yeah. last week i had this sort of breakdown as i woke up, where my body was finally reacting to a whole month of daily 15 hours in front of the screen. for some reason i hadn't been counting the time i spent at work as computer-time, and more and more i was having restless sleep, horrible headaches during the day, schizophrenic exhaustion and general unhappiness with my way of life. with university on strike, i'm left completely adrift concerning what the hell to do, because this void is so strange. it's not a vacation, and yet all this free time. working helps a bit with the time-consuming, but it's not enough. so, anyway, this is why i've been away for a bit, trying to nurse myself back into some sort of moderate healthiness. i'll see if i start exercizing as well, i've been gaining weight, goddamnfuckit.