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i am so beautifully, fantastically drunk. DRUNK. dru nk.
oh, fuck.
anyway. hm. i would like to take advantage of this moment and be truthful like i have not been able to, um, be. essentially. yes.
1) am HORNY AS ALL HELL because stupid boyfriend left in a hurry and it's okay, i understand, but still, HORNY.
2) i can't keep up with LJ. and the whole fandom thing. like, i miss domandbilly and reading all your wonderfulness, all of it, i do. but it's fading. it's not leaving, fuck no, but it's faded. and i still want to catch up to the necessary reading (so rec me, hors), but i don't know when i'll be able to write and stuff and omg, omg, drunk. DRUNK. holding on to fandom and the thought of all of you because in the end that's what it matters, it is, and i just. i love you all but i can't keep up with my flist like this and i shall see what i can do but. yes. changes are necessary. i don't want to fall behind, i want to keep up.
okay. okay. that's enough. i'll just. okay. i just really love yoll. yes. yes.
<3
(boy will i fucking laugh over this next morning. and I DON'T CARE HA HA HA. <3!)
oh, fuck.
anyway. hm. i would like to take advantage of this moment and be truthful like i have not been able to, um, be. essentially. yes.
1) am HORNY AS ALL HELL because stupid boyfriend left in a hurry and it's okay, i understand, but still, HORNY.
2) i can't keep up with LJ. and the whole fandom thing. like, i miss domandbilly and reading all your wonderfulness, all of it, i do. but it's fading. it's not leaving, fuck no, but it's faded. and i still want to catch up to the necessary reading (so rec me, hors), but i don't know when i'll be able to write and stuff and omg, omg, drunk. DRUNK. holding on to fandom and the thought of all of you because in the end that's what it matters, it is, and i just. i love you all but i can't keep up with my flist like this and i shall see what i can do but. yes. changes are necessary. i don't want to fall behind, i want to keep up.
okay. okay. that's enough. i'll just. okay. i just really love yoll. yes. yes.
<3
(boy will i fucking laugh over this next morning. and I DON'T CARE HA HA HA. <3!)