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threw myself this huge freak-ass party with loud music and crazy lights and drinks a-plenty and good food and lots of people. much, much amazing fun was had. pictures soon, hopefully!
i just... spent so much time thinking and planning and expecting that party; it became some sort of company. i always had it to look forward to. and now it's just over. and i'm hanging here with this ridiculous feeling of loss.
hmm. it'll prolly pass soon. i, just. yeah.
meanwhile, will keep feeding self sum gud ole gay pron and keep gawking at NEKKID THEWLIS FUCKING HELL NGAH.
also, my new favorite toy. i'm keeping it in portuguese, but, you know. an image is worth a thousand words. and stuff.
i just... spent so much time thinking and planning and expecting that party; it became some sort of company. i always had it to look forward to. and now it's just over. and i'm hanging here with this ridiculous feeling of loss.
hmm. it'll prolly pass soon. i, just. yeah.
meanwhile, will keep feeding self sum gud ole gay pron and keep gawking at NEKKID THEWLIS FUCKING HELL NGAH.
also, my new favorite toy. i'm keeping it in portuguese, but, you know. an image is worth a thousand words. and stuff.