let this journal be a vehicle for wandring emotions

[edieandandy]

fuck this is my journal right? well i feel goddamn awful. not only did i recently end a year long beautiful relationship but i manage to loose lots of friends ive made along the way and i feel so lonely and stupid for feeling bad for myself because i am strong and fucking cant stand it when people write stuff like this in public online journals but at the same time cant help myself not one tiny bit because a million attentive ears couldnt help me right now i feel so uncomfortable i know i cant take it like the rest of the world but dont want to so spoiled you little girl you want it all for yourself dont you?

i want to be the girl with the most cake.