After 5 weeks...
I guess it's time for an update. Not much going on. I got a new position at work and I now work all day shifts and monday-friday. Nice huh? I thought so. Although I have to be to work at 4:30 in the morning so that kind of sucks. I do get OT almost every week though. So that is sweet. I have been so tired since I started this job though. And pretty depressed. It hurts to breath and think and the only person that I can talk to lately is Melissa. That's ok though because she doesn't judge me.
I wrote Jer a letter and sent it in the mail and I didn't get any form of response. I guess our friendship really is over. All because he found a girlfriend and she didn't like me because when we were 16 we fooled around. Redic if you ask me.
Things with Josh are not so great. We don't really seem to be connecting any more and it scares me. I think we just need it to be the first weekend in April so we can go to cooperstown and have a weekend alone and rebuild things. It's not just him, although I would like to think it was. It's both of us. I thought that having this new job would be good for us because we would have the same days off and nights together, but I am usually so tired that I fall asleep by 9. I need to figure out a system that works for me.
On to the past few days. Saturday was the St. Patty's Day parade, and of course, with me being Irish, I went all out. We started drinking at 10 (classy I know) and didn't stop till 10 at night, and that's only because my dad was our ride and he wanted to go night night. We couldn't really sleep that night at all so Finally at 6 I gave up and came out to the livingroom and got the bright idea to call all the local Wal-Marts and see if I could find a Wii since they had them in the ad. So I called like 3 and then the cicero one tells me that the Central Square one was selling theirs at 8. So I called them and the guy was nice enough to hold one for us. So, probably still a little buzzed, we climb in the car and drive 35 minutes to get a video game system. A 26 and 24 year old in their PJs all hyped up over a Wii. IT was awesome. So before 8:30 in the morning on Sunday we had spent $450 on the Wii and stuff for it. Boy are we losers. Haha. So basically that's what we did all Sunday even though we were exhausted. Then yesterday I went and purchased a new Laptop. YAY! So Now I am writing online. On my couch. With me kitty staring at me because she wants to play and I am not paying attention to her.
Friday I leave for NYC to meet Melissa and have a girls weekend. Maybe that will help me too. Who knows. We are going to see RENT so I am super excited about that. I am going to miss Josh and I have these horrible fears and doubts in my mind, but I think I will have fun. I am also going to see DIddy hopefuly after we get out of the show. If she's not sick.
In September, we are going to Philly to see a Phillies/Braves game for my b'day. A whole week just the 2 of us. Baseball, zoo, and anything else I may decide I want to do. Maybe a day in Atlantic City. Hehe.
Not much else to say. I miss everyone and I am sorry I am so dull lately.
I wrote Jer a letter and sent it in the mail and I didn't get any form of response. I guess our friendship really is over. All because he found a girlfriend and she didn't like me because when we were 16 we fooled around. Redic if you ask me.
Things with Josh are not so great. We don't really seem to be connecting any more and it scares me. I think we just need it to be the first weekend in April so we can go to cooperstown and have a weekend alone and rebuild things. It's not just him, although I would like to think it was. It's both of us. I thought that having this new job would be good for us because we would have the same days off and nights together, but I am usually so tired that I fall asleep by 9. I need to figure out a system that works for me.
On to the past few days. Saturday was the St. Patty's Day parade, and of course, with me being Irish, I went all out. We started drinking at 10 (classy I know) and didn't stop till 10 at night, and that's only because my dad was our ride and he wanted to go night night. We couldn't really sleep that night at all so Finally at 6 I gave up and came out to the livingroom and got the bright idea to call all the local Wal-Marts and see if I could find a Wii since they had them in the ad. So I called like 3 and then the cicero one tells me that the Central Square one was selling theirs at 8. So I called them and the guy was nice enough to hold one for us. So, probably still a little buzzed, we climb in the car and drive 35 minutes to get a video game system. A 26 and 24 year old in their PJs all hyped up over a Wii. IT was awesome. So before 8:30 in the morning on Sunday we had spent $450 on the Wii and stuff for it. Boy are we losers. Haha. So basically that's what we did all Sunday even though we were exhausted. Then yesterday I went and purchased a new Laptop. YAY! So Now I am writing online. On my couch. With me kitty staring at me because she wants to play and I am not paying attention to her.
Friday I leave for NYC to meet Melissa and have a girls weekend. Maybe that will help me too. Who knows. We are going to see RENT so I am super excited about that. I am going to miss Josh and I have these horrible fears and doubts in my mind, but I think I will have fun. I am also going to see DIddy hopefuly after we get out of the show. If she's not sick.
In September, we are going to Philly to see a Phillies/Braves game for my b'day. A whole week just the 2 of us. Baseball, zoo, and anything else I may decide I want to do. Maybe a day in Atlantic City. Hehe.
Not much else to say. I miss everyone and I am sorry I am so dull lately.