mandi's H-A-P-P-Y wuuuuut?

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DAY 9 ...lets see we left off on monday..geez now its friday. okay so lets see..umm tuesday i have no idea wut went on, probably the usual..eat, sleep, cry, sleep. eat, sleep, cry, sleep..and so on. so neways, wednesday..WONDERFUL, the best day since ive been out the hospital. and get this, im HAPPY, o-m-g i know, mandi + happy = never..ah but your wrong, i am and im so excited, cuz im so sick of being the lost, broken emo kid that noone cares to talk to. im finally content with myself..and i finally realize that i have an all around GOOD life..that i just decided to take for granted and i just didnt learn to appreciate it till now. so yeah, wed..umm wake up, g-ma and g-pa come over..we eat, well they eat and i scarf down 2 bowls of ice cream. cait came over and brought me a "present" eh hem..can you guess wut it was? dun dun dun.. FINNAN!!!! =) yay so finni and g-pa talked for awhile about college and all sorts of other boring shit..we basically just sat around doing nothing and talked for an hour or so..i complained endlessly..sorry about that guys. but oh i was so excited to see them! =) i totally made my day, ah my friends are fab! and since i havent seen any form of civilization since the doctors and nurses in the hospital, minus my family and g-rents. right. so i plan on moving in with cait after all this blows over and i get my wut? 6 days of summer..oh woo freakin hoo! but its with cait, so of course it will b fun =) so uhh..wednesday night - not prettie. woke up around 330 and puked my guts out. and as horrible as throwing up is, oh sweetie its even worse when you've had the inside of your mouth burned together. rahh so that was a wonderful ending to my perfect day =( thursday -woke up in an ENORMOUS amount of pain. got up, looked in my throat, and all the scabs and shit fell off and by throwing up, i ruined all the inside of my mouth. disgusting i know, sorry. but yeah, so recovery is most likely going to be more than 10 days. so throughout the day things just got worse. i did nothing but sleep and cry the pain away. woke up around 6 or 7, ate some kool-aid jello and watched cheaper by the dozen and passed out. so today lets see..woke up, the pain is started to subside, things are slowly getting better. slowly, but surely THANK GOD. so i watched some law and order, ate some more jello, talked to cait and now im making her a journal and worrying about jennie. =( sniff my poor jennie, i love you dearie, please dont be sad. well if nething else interesting happens ill let you know. but bye for now! hopefully ill be out of here soon. much love<333

LOVE WILL PROSPER.

BEING HAPPY MAKES ME HAPPY =D