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i'm not packing or moving anywhere for at least another year. i'm so exhausted from all this unpacking//packing//unpacking bullshit. at least it's almost done. ria still has to move in the rest of her stuff but it should all be settled by tuesday...cross your fingers. i'm very happy at the new place. it's absolutely perfect. it's out of this world bougie but i'm not complaining. full size bed, walk in closet, cute ass bathroom, and a decorated living room &&fully stocked kitchen. (i have pictures but i'm too lazy to upload them right now) my mom bought us a cute little toaster &&ziploc containers so i'll just consider it her "housewarming" presents for us. there's still some decorating to be had in me and ria's room but we pretty much have the essentials. our other roommate mendie is just as anal-ly organized as i am. i love it...even our refrigerator is organized. i'm just trying to keep up with her and keep everything clean and perfect because the place is so nice and i don't want to ruin any part of it. i don't know but living here makes me feel just a little bit more grown up. but even just in general, i feel like i'm at this weird transitional phase of learning to be independent for reals. there are bills to pay, my mouth to feed, laundry to be done, homework i'm responsible for...and i'm definitely starting to feel like an adult. so many responsibilities now but i like it. i have my car now so that opens up a whole new world of irvine that i never could get to without my car. i'm just feeling the pressure of being on my own insurance policy now and i don't want to fuck up and get a ticket or in an accident. i don't want my parents to have to pay any more money than they are already. &&i think that's been one of my newer motivations to do good at school. not only do i have to keep my GPA above a 3.0 for cheaper insurance, but now that my parents are spending so much money on a good education, i want to make it worth it and come out of my college experience with good grades to get me where i want to be. i want to be able to provide for my parents when they are older and pay them back for all they've provided for me and my brothers. where i'm living and what i have is more than i could ask for sometimes so i just want to make it all worth it.
with all the stuff i'm doing this year...school, dance team, job, keeping up with friends, i think my biggest challenge is time management. i've never really been good at it but its my goal to get better at it this year.
i came home for a little bit this weekend. perhaps it's just my stupid period but i've been so emotional. i got really sad because i finally got to hang out with sasha and we both realized we wont see each nearly as much as we did last year. we both have jobs and school, she has a boyfriend, and i have dance team so our schedules will most likely never synch up enough to be home at the same times anymore. i guess this is all a part of growing up. and just leaving her house got me really sad because i havent seen my simi girls nearly as much as i would like. bet ween last weekends fun at bao's surprise party and seeing sasha this weekend i got really sad because i really do miss these people. it was so awesome seeing literally everyone at bao's party. so when i left sasha's i drove home, i played some really sappy shit and got all teary eyed. i just feel really lucky//appreciative//thankful that i have the friends that i have. so to all you simi kids (&&irvine friends), i miss you all and please come visit me anytime!! :)
all my friends in irvine are slowly starting to come back and i can't wait for them all to move back!! summer school has been pretty good so far. i'm determined to kick ass on my anthro final and get an A in that class. but i did get a 149/150 on my math midterm. so HA!! i could have gotten a damn 150 but i switched a plus and a minus sign like 10 times during the test because i couldn't remember the formula. so then i just left it as a plus and it was wrong. i was so close! i think i'll still frame it. haha. summer school will be over soon. just one more week and we're done. and then we have about a week to recoop before school starts on the 22nd. i've definitely met some interesting characters in irvine this summer. by far nay nays tops them all. he's so fabulous. LOL. and perhaps my 3 year old, french speaking neighbor maxim. he's a genius. i met him at the pool and he could full on put together sentences and speak a little french!!
so i also got a job at fashion island. :) i'll either be at concierge in a suit and answering phones or outside pressing the stop and start button at the carousel. hahaha. it's such an easy job and i get paid almost $10/hr. &&we're allowed to read books and do some homework whenever it's slow so it works out perfectly. i just need/wanted a job to help out my parents with my insurance, gas and groceries. the job pays pretty well so i'm just going to work for a few months to save up money to get me through the rest of the year. i have to drive back to irvine tomorrow morning so good night.
TAMMY!!! LOL..hahhahaha. fart fart. har har har. you're too needy. how does thomas deal with you?!?! :)
with all the stuff i'm doing this year...school, dance team, job, keeping up with friends, i think my biggest challenge is time management. i've never really been good at it but its my goal to get better at it this year.
i came home for a little bit this weekend. perhaps it's just my stupid period but i've been so emotional. i got really sad because i finally got to hang out with sasha and we both realized we wont see each nearly as much as we did last year. we both have jobs and school, she has a boyfriend, and i have dance team so our schedules will most likely never synch up enough to be home at the same times anymore. i guess this is all a part of growing up. and just leaving her house got me really sad because i havent seen my simi girls nearly as much as i would like. bet ween last weekends fun at bao's surprise party and seeing sasha this weekend i got really sad because i really do miss these people. it was so awesome seeing literally everyone at bao's party. so when i left sasha's i drove home, i played some really sappy shit and got all teary eyed. i just feel really lucky//appreciative//thankful that i have the friends that i have. so to all you simi kids (&&irvine friends), i miss you all and please come visit me anytime!! :)
all my friends in irvine are slowly starting to come back and i can't wait for them all to move back!! summer school has been pretty good so far. i'm determined to kick ass on my anthro final and get an A in that class. but i did get a 149/150 on my math midterm. so HA!! i could have gotten a damn 150 but i switched a plus and a minus sign like 10 times during the test because i couldn't remember the formula. so then i just left it as a plus and it was wrong. i was so close! i think i'll still frame it. haha. summer school will be over soon. just one more week and we're done. and then we have about a week to recoop before school starts on the 22nd. i've definitely met some interesting characters in irvine this summer. by far nay nays tops them all. he's so fabulous. LOL. and perhaps my 3 year old, french speaking neighbor maxim. he's a genius. i met him at the pool and he could full on put together sentences and speak a little french!!
so i also got a job at fashion island. :) i'll either be at concierge in a suit and answering phones or outside pressing the stop and start button at the carousel. hahaha. it's such an easy job and i get paid almost $10/hr. &&we're allowed to read books and do some homework whenever it's slow so it works out perfectly. i just need/wanted a job to help out my parents with my insurance, gas and groceries. the job pays pretty well so i'm just going to work for a few months to save up money to get me through the rest of the year. i have to drive back to irvine tomorrow morning so good night.
TAMMY!!! LOL..hahhahaha. fart fart. har har har. you're too needy. how does thomas deal with you?!?! :)